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July 28, 2007
Wow
I noticed tonight that I just want to open my heart.
As in, physically... like, holy batman, robin, I actually miss Kapotasana.
*GASP*
It is not lost on me that what we do physically is often reflected in our lives.
It got me thinking tonight and I had this revelation about someone in my life. A moment sorta where I thought "You know, if I never got to talk to this person again, it'd be okay, there's this beautiful gift they've given me along the way." What the gift was isn't really the point of my mental foray... just that everyone we meet and interact with... everyone has something they give us. It's the nature of being human. All too often, we forget this magical piece of being human.
Which led me to, man, I'm a crappy friend. I owe more emails, phone calls and "coffees" than I care to admit. Seriously. CIODude has been expecting "more later" for like 3 months now. Wiley called me constantly during my latest horrible climax of delinquency and I know she just wanted to say "Hey, man, I support you. Are you okay?" I just could never answer the phone when she called. Or like the email I owe The Best Friend from like two weeks ago.
*sigh*
This made me realize I am way too wrapped up in my own drama. Slap me upside the head but have I completely forgotten the importance of the people in my life? I've put so many things "on the backburner" to "be where I am" and where I am is pretty fun... but I always swore I would never do that. Am I doing that?
All packed... then I realized, I left my yoga mat at the studio on Thursday... I was gabbing with my teacher when I left and I left it. Can you believe it!? My flight is at 9am which means we have to be there at 8 which means I have *JUST* enough time to drive to Leucadia where the first yoga class starts at 7:30 (Thank GOD yogis get up early) and get all the way back, get The Daughter and get to the airport. I'm such a dork.
Posted by ashtangagirl at 1:41 AM | Comments (6)