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August 3, 2006
Pure Fin Mess
That's me. I'm a complete and total mess of a human being. In fact, I'd go so far as to question whether I even qualify as a functioning human being at this point. I got up this morning after a long and restless night. I couldn't get comfortable all night. I'm dying to sleep on my side or just be on my side for a moment, that's impossible (remember this tidbit of information for later). Forget about asana, I just want to move 80 degrees to the right or left and find comfort. My back is starting to ache, I can't sleep flat, can't sleep sitting up. I'm miserable. I drove this morning to Starbucks, got coffee, then drove over to the dermatologist... to get this thing removed from my head.
I was near hyperventilation when they started. The guy probably thought I was nuts. I couldn't lay down in the chair, hadn't eaten anything all day so they made me have chocolate (twist my arm) and water before they started. The were supposedly going to numb up my skull but the needle went in, I felt some wierd all over tightening sensation and then the next thing I know I feel this odd sensation of scraping in my skull. OW! As it turns out, they couldn't just remove the sac because I burst the sac. Me and my yoga.... so they literally pushed the pus out (nice)... then scraped what they could. Then they had to pack it with gauze and I have to go back because, apparently, the hole will eventually push the gauze out as the sac gets pushed up or something like that. Doesn't that sound like fun.
I'm JACKED up. I came home and tried to sleep and guess what .... I can't sleep on my back because this thing is on the back of my head... I can't sleep on my side... so how in the hell am I gonna get any sleep. This SUCKS.
I'm a complete and utter wreck.
After I got up I had to pick up the kids and was so freaking messed up that I actually ordered Domino's Pizza for their lunch AND gave them juice boxes... in addition, I let them spend 4 hours in front of media today... they are gonna dig mommy being screwed up! Mommy, mommy why don't you have MORE sugeries.
In good news, my new toy came today:
Ganesh, my first subject:
Look how pretty!
A leaf.. I love how I can change the focal point... and that the picture even captures the very tiny spider's thread:
The Son, post pizza, saying "PLEASE take The Daughter's pictures instead..I don't WANT you to take my picture":
The Daughter, happily posing:
Clearly I'm gonna need a new lens... man, those are expensive... I guess I can't fanagle anything else for my birthday from my mom or husband though ;)
I still haven't decided what to do about The Nanny. I recognize that the majority of the issues leave this morning at 3am... but am I willing to forgive the lapse in judgment? I don't know. We have a meeting scheduled for tomorrow... I might just lose it on her given my state of mind but hopefully I can act mature and rationale and hear what she has to say.
I'm woefully behind at work... it's horrendous really... my brain is fuzzy, my body hurts, my head feels horrid.
The lovely Kiran has offered me up a nice dinner on Monday night which I'm looking forward to.
Kathy insists she can parallel park a mini-cooper but I didn't see such claims.. and Vanessa is about to land Bakasana B leaving me still the only person on the planet that can't jump back from Bakasana (well at least I have a nice cozy excuse for my ego now).
I miss the studio.
Posted by ashtangagirl at 7:52 PM | Comments (7)