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June 17, 2002
More Days Like Today
Today I got to feel what it is like to have help throughout my whole day. The Husband was not busy at work today and he helped me with the kids all day. I went to the grocery store alone, I worked in the afternoon for an hour, The Son was entertained while I put The Daughter down for a nap, I got to make dinner without picking up a needy toddler 50 times. Wouldn't it be nice if we didn't have to work because this is what life would be like all the time. I'm so much more relaxed today.
The thought for today is: I think I'm incapable of having friends. Yep, I do. I think I manifest something either intentionally or unintentionally but I'm not sure what it is. I do this online and in real life. My intentions are so good but I think something goes haywire in the communication. I think part of the problem is that I am very sensitive and I often think I see, hear or feel a vibe that perhaps I'm misinterpreting but it feels like it is so. Maybe it is self-destructive behaviour on my part. I'm not sure but it definitely warrants further investigation.
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