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March 25, 2002
What's That Funk?
I've been feeling funky lately. Emotional and wierd. I think maybe my moon is getting ready to come back. I had one of my old time headaches over the weekend which were always hormone related. I hope to receive my moon with reverence ... I hope I can achieve that.
I think for the past month The Husband & I have been trying to find a way to give me time to exercise or just nourish myself. Everytime we find a way, something else comes up. Today I had an emergency at work. I'm feeling so discouraged. I see other people taking lots of time for themselves who are in the same familial situation as I and I think "What the hell am I doing wrong that I can't wipe my ass alone?" On the other hand, I know lots of women who don't need any alone time and I think "How selfish am I?"
Yesterday was our Ostara party. It was great. The egg hunt was fabulous and I played Eostar at the garden altar. All the children offered me an egg and in return we awarded a favorite treat (chocolate bunny or vegan cookie). They loved it. I also told a story about the Spring Fairy using all of my nature table props. I put a lot of my soul into the party and it turned out wonderfully. I'm so glad. I have some pictures that I'll post of it shortly and you can see me as Eostar!
We've made an appointment for our "interview" at Waldorf school *gasp* I feel so much pressure ;-) What do I wear - crunchy granola or nice and professional? What do I say - why, yes, my child watches TV or I'm so horrible I promise never to do it again? I have two weeks to prepare. I am pretty positive that we'll be leaving The Son in his current co-op school next year anyway but I want my doors open. The school situation is really depressing and I wish I was vested with enough energy and know-how to just start my own school with all the elements I'd like.
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