I try daily to remind myself just to live my truth... whatever, wherever and however that truth takes me. My truths change all the time... depending on all the variables that surround me at any given time. Maybe those are familial, professional, personal... doesn't matter, I still try to live my truth, the one I started when I was old enough to recognize my own will and apply it. Sometimes the vision gets hazy and I think I'm in one of those unknown places.

There isn't anything in particular... things are steady, normal, good. I'm back on my mat more than not (but there is room for growth!). I just feel some sense of not meeting my greater good.

My back hasn't been bending lately. Remembering to listen to the body.

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One cool thing about working at such a large company of the sort I do, is the true smartness of the people around me. It's a really cool thing. I'm still figuring out how it works, it's a world unto it's own but I value the brilliance I see at work everyday.

I am going to Europe to give presentations to companies in Sweden and Portugal in a couple of months! I'm pretty excited. I think it's going to be a really long trip -- Sweden M/T, Portugal TH/F so it will be hard work... but I'm excited to tack on a few days to the trip and maybe go to Paris.... or Barcelona... or Ibiza! I can't decide.

I'm having a really hard time with the amount of time I'll be missing my family during that month though... it's always such a fine balance... kinda like standing.

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Bhagavan Das once told me that I needed "to get my hands dirty." I think he is right.