That's what I need right now... is just practice. There's so much in that statement and most of it has nothing to do with asana.

I realized tonight how much I actually like being alone. I like eating dinner alone. I like that I don't have to plan my time. When I'm traveling, it's always about managing time. I'm wherever I'm at for a reason and that means I spend my time figuring out what is on my plate for the next day and making sure I'm ready the night before. It's like working on steroids because I juggle so many balls. It's a hard pace to keep up. I like when I'm home that I feel like I can take two hours for yoga and work throughout the day.

I did my whole practice today without feeling like I want to kill myself. I'm frustrated that I can no longer seem to jump through. It is good to be frustrated with something of the sort for awhile.

One of the wierd things about interacting with other human beings is that fine line of boundary that we have in all relationships. I've seen it happen, but rarely, when a sibling relationship or a love relationship really had a no boundaries essence.. usually, at some point, most of us close up. It's interesting to watch the boundaries, not only yours but others, and see how they impact your perception of reality. Sometimes, you can see something in a relationship of someone in your world that maybe you shouldn't see... I've watched a couple of those today. It's been an interesting day.

Jai Hanuman.