No practice today... but legs still feel it. It's a great feeling. Instead, I spent 5 hours in front of the web cam, talking. I like presentations and, in general, feel like I'm really good at it but today, the demo Gods were not smiling on me. In fact, it was not a pretty site. I did recover but those moments really throw one off. I've come to realize that my job isn't as deep as it once was... it is about breadth. I now know a little bit about a whole heck of a lot of things. Enough that I can get "deep" when required but I'm not dangerous enough to architect a solution at this point. It's a hard pill to swallow when you begin to feel more like a "sales girl" than a developer.

I am feeling a lot of anxiety over this holiday season. I'm not sure why. I think it may be in part that I just don't feel seasonaly engaged. December, already? I'm not sure if life is moving too fast or if I'm simply not motivated by the Hallmark wheel of the year.

Last night I was turned on to the Nook and, now, I am drooling.