That's me... kinda lame and I know it. I think the first measure in change is to recognize the brutality of the truth... and that's about where I'm at right now. This doesn't mean I have absolutely any idea of what the path before me is... it just means I recognize that whatever it has been is no longer.

I passed up an opportunity for employment today that was ideally probably a better role for me, with better pay, with better skill set matching but that the work/life balance or my abilility to feel "stable" for awhile just wasn't there. I'm tired of dealing with chaos and an irresponsibility to living life for some "pay off" in sometime that isn't here yet... so I said no... and I stayed with the promise I made myself when I joined big software company... this is the right place to be, at the right time, for me.

Practice is practice is practice right now. There are no monumental shifts, just the journey back to the place I was within... before I let chaos reign.. before my heart felt like it does at this moment, on this day.

I am woman, hear me roar.