I'm trying to find a groove. The crappy part is that I finally have tangible deliverables at work... I know what I'm supposed to be doing and I can't freakin do it. I am having technical difficulties and nothing I try works. I am totally freaking out and, realistically, I'm not in a role that positions me to do this kind of thing. So, for the first time, I'm freaking out about not being able to perform at work when my livelihood depends on it.

I was planning on going to the studio tomorrow but now I feel so much stress that I feel like I don't have time for anything else. I have been sitting all night drooling over ordering The Box or Pure Raw. Tonight I had a piece of Earth Cafe raw banana dream cheesecake -- and it was better than chocolate.