That's what I'm taking right now, slow, careful steps. I need to get better at everything and so far I've been doing a good job.... but, I haven't gone back to yoga. I haven't because I know that I can't go back every day right now... not for two more days. I've had movers and appointments and stuff to do and I'm just getting it done. I want it all done so that I can breathe, sit back and get back to life. It's official today, I will be home for over a month this time! OVER A MONTH! It's been over a year or so since the last time I was home a whole month. I'm pretty excited about this but I want to get everything squared away before I relax into the exhale and take the next breath.

Work is going to be crazy for the next month though... but I get to do it from here. I have presentations and cramming for a new product and preparation for a 4000 attendee conference. I'm really starting to feel less frazzled over the choice in my career and more like "Okay, let's get down to business now." I can't believe it has taken me so long to feel like I'm doing something or even that I can do something.. but they say, if you aren't uncomfortable for the first 6 months, you didn't take the right role... I'm definitely still uncomfortable and still have no idea how to manuever inside such a large company but I'm getting there... slowly.

I'm also trying to get back to social life. Making sure I connect somehow with the people who have maintained their steadfast faith in me and continue to be magical in my lives.