So I hadn't really given a lot of thought to the changes coming up in life... I made some provisions sure but just sorta living one day at a time. It occurred to me a few days ago that I hadn't figured out how I was going to get all the stuff from a year and a half of living part-time in Seattle back to San Diego. When I rented this apartment, I bought a mirror (a girl has to be able to look at her entire outfit!) and a couple little tables and some candles... all great stuff that I should bring back for my house here in San Diego. So yesterday I got a wild idea to drive up there last night... get there for my week, pack everything in the car and drive back. I thought about doing it all the way to 9pm and then this morning I debated again. In the end, I found a rental SUV type thingy for what I felt was not more than my time was worth (although I'm still arguing with myself about it). We'll see what I end up doing as I have not thought it out yet.

I spent part of my day just sitting on the couch. I went through a laundry list of other things I should be doing from working to playing to chores to something... instead I just continued to sit there in inertia. I think this was good for me... to just sit.

The lows are getting fewer and farther between now. I'm starting to feel a lot of positive energy around me and solidifying a stable life/work balance.