Nothing new to report today... I got up at 6a.m. dragged myself out of bed, showed up at the studio only to see the missing car of my teacher... I'm glad I didn't check. I'm glad I didn't know he wasn't there else, for sure, I would have chosen to stay in bed instead of practice. Instead, I was there and I had an hour to spare and so I got on the mat. Not really a practice, half primary... but on the mat, in a studio for the first time in awhile. Monkey mind, as usual, hit right at the end of standing poses. I don't know why it is that I lose the ability to focus right there, at the end of standing... but it seems to happen every time these days.

I got home, logged into work and attempted to figure out what I'm doing... that seems to be my motto these days - what am I doing? I figure, eventually, after like 60 days, if I still don't really know then I'm doing all the wrong things :)

I spent an hour or so tonight researching foreclosure properties. I have no idea how to go about buying a foreclosure property but it seems like, in today's market, it's an option. Something new to learn about. I also made a good dinner tonight - with the music blaring and a glass of wine in hand. Finally, the kids and I played Rock Band II.

My emotional state is slightly better today. Less desperate and more stable. I don't think I've had any major ephiphany but at least I don't feel like the entire world is falling apart. I'll figure it out... whatever it is.