I'm going to go out on a limb here and suggest that even though everything seems really bleak to you right now, ultimately, everything is going to be okay. Because, at your very core, you're absolutely perfect. And I'm going to send you the energy of my yoga practice when I go to the mat later on this morning - so listen for it. :-) Be well!

Julie - I'm sorry you're having a tough time right now. I'll be sending positive thoughts your way.

Your trying to be in control of everything, Let it go, Let a bigger spirit into your life. I think you have one, you are just blocking it out and trying to drive the bus yourself. Until you give up, it will not get better. This is one life, Don't waste it trying to do everything on your own. We need help. You need help. Throw up your arms and ask for it.
Learn from it. Get in the passenger seat. Or you will drive by everything in high gear! (I say the above to remind myself to slow down and enjoy) You have been struggling "with yourself" for to long!!!
It is you, it is not People places situatioins, it is you. You are wise, but don't over think everything.

Your trying to be in control of everything, Let it go, Let a bigger spirit into your life. I think you have one, you are just blocking it out and trying to drive the bus yourself. Until you give up, it will not get better. This is one life, Don't waste it trying to do everything on your own. We need help. You need help. Throw up your arms and ask for it.
Learn from it. Get in the passenger seat. Or you will drive by everything in high gear! (I say the above to remind myself to slow down and enjoy) You have been struggling "with yourself" for to long!!!
It is you, it is not People places situatioins, it is you. You are wise, but don't over think everything.

Jules, you sound so stressed -- I hope things ease up for you soon! I'll be sending positive vibes your way.

i've always loved reading you and seeing your flickrs. please remember that i know how awesome you are even though we've never met.

Julie....hundreds of people are rooting for you to find your way "home", whatever that means to you. You are going to be okay. Like someone said above - ask for help. Pray for guidance. Even if you don't believe in god or know which god you need. Just pray to a higher power, and you will see a sign. I promise. I swear. Xo, lauren

Julie, hang in there and have faith! Lots of love to you, Kristi aka yogamum

You are in my thoughts and prayers. David Whyte, the brilliant Welsh poet, penned the following which has buoyed me in times of darkness:

The Journey

Above the mountains
the geese turn into
the light again

Painting their
black silhouettes
on an open sky.

Sometimes everything
has to be
inscribed across
the heavens

so you can find
the one line
already written
inside you.

Sometimes it takes
a great sky
to find that

small, bright
and indescribable
wedge of freedom
in your own heart.

Sometimes with
the bones of the black
sticks left when the fire
has gone out

someone has written
something new
in the ashes of your life.

You are not leaving
you are arriving.

Wow, what the hell?

Omigosh Julie, I'm so sorry I haven't been around...you know work. I will call you soon. I'm here for you, if you can't find the courage to reach out to me, I will call you. I have to work 12 hrs tomorrow, but will find time to try and reach you.

I love you...I've hit rock bottom so many times before, my own insane world - it's okay, it'll all be okay.

Julie,
You may think its nuts...but if you ever want to talk..sometimes I can help..or so I have been told. I have been through so much in my life, and prevailed...so much. I'm sure I can relate..in fact I am positive I can relate.
Just let me know..I am here as a friend, if you want me to be~
Blessings~
Tracy

Julie, you are clearly a very strong woman and bright spirit. Just wanted to say that I believe in you, and that you will find better opportunities, however the process turns out.

Julie, you are clearly a very strong woman and bright spirit. Just wanted to say that I believe in you, and that you will find better opportunities, however the process turns out.

Wow, Thats honesty.

Julie, breath, just breath.

www.breathproject.com