I love life. No really... I know I bitch and moan but, realistically, life is just awesome. I've got two great amazing little kids and a bunch of people that love me. What more could you want? It comes in all flavors and sizes... that's what I love about life. Your life and mine, they are so individualistic and so personal, no matter how close we might be. Right DjM?

I had a really really shitty night last night. Drama, tired, stressed... the brink of capacity.. and I spilled over. I spilled over into that definitive place that is called B, I, T, C, H

It's okay really. I totally see it now. It's a consistent recent message that I have so many things to learn.. and so much love to get me there.

I got to drive in the snow this weekend. We drove to a ski resort. Me and two kids. The car had one of those sport packages on it so it doesn't slip in the ice or snow or whatever it was. It was cold. Really, really cold. I didn't go snowboarding but everyone else did. I sat and huddled in the lodge, working, trying desperately to find an Internet connection.

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and now I'm cut off... the work is calling... the time isn't getting longer... oh onto the next emergency.