Well....
Something happend in my professional life that I just really didn't want to happen. The thing is I knew it would happen.... I just didn't really want it to. And, if it had to, I just didn't really want it to happen right now.
I'm trying to figure out all the reasons why I didn't want this particular event to occur. It's really a cross-over of my personal life to my professional life. The fringes had already been frayed but now the stray thread has been pulled and it is only a matter of time until the rest comes with it. I hope my frantic side-stitching can at least prolong the inevitable for a bit longer... I'm just not ready for this one yet.
I had a lovely lovely practice on Saturday. An improv class. I went to class angry and so full of energy.. angry energy. My practice was solid, light and flexible. I even was able to sneak in Kapotasana after a fairly extensive warm up of the groin during a bunch of improv postures. Raja Kapotasana first -- got my foot to head all the way and then Kapotasana felt lovely... really lovely.... so lovely, I did it willingly about 3 times. Kapotasana B felt the best of all.
Seattle this week. I hoping to get to dinner with JumpsThruSomeday and OneCrookedFella... and practice at David's... a holiday party downtown on Friday night.... as always, pure business with some yoga sprinkled in.


Comments
:( Give a hollar if you need or want. I'm available to listen.
Posted by: ciodude | December 10, 2007 9:02 AM
It was bound to emerge somewhere...things like that are hard to keep private. It's hard to find the balance between how much you divulge of your personal life vs your professional life. Things will work out the way they're intended to...you're mature and wonderful, it'll be okay
Looking forward to catching up next week
Posted by: Tiff | December 10, 2007 4:51 PM
god julie, sometimes your blog is so tantalising (I could have used another word, but didn't)! All these incomplete hints about things that happen, and of course that makes me really curious to know more, but ... :)
Never mind - probably one of the things that keeps me reading!!!
Posted by: susiegb | December 11, 2007 2:35 AM
Hey, when Are you going to be in Seattle? We are going up there on the 13 thru the 27th? We are meeting Cameron and his lady friend on the 22nd Will you be around? Holy Crap its like a freaking reunion!!
Posted by: Neti | December 11, 2007 9:21 PM