/ mindless personal drivel alert /

Today sucked. The day was beautiful. Gorgeous even. I just didn't like today. I was tired and I don't know why. Practice was pretty lame. I was happy to go and then like nothing came together. From Sun Salutation #2 I just wanted to leave. I have no energy, no passion and no drive. I screwed off the entire practice. I think I maybe tried like one thing with some effort. Just a stupid all around day.

If I sound melodramatic, I am. I just want to jump up and down and scream like a 6 year old (I've had plenty of opportunities to study this particular phenomenon). Screw all this. It's really work that has me down. I feel like I joined some hiking party and everyone forgot the trail map.

I'm so overwhelmed that I'm actually paralyzed and unable to actually do anything but think of all the various reasons why I should be doing something else.

Oh well.. I suppose tomorrow will be better.

Friday will be better... I get to go practice with Jenna Friday afternoon and drink some killer wine.