So.. I hung out with PunkAssBitch last night. The boys played video games, ate Doritos (*gasp*) and stayed up til midnight. PAB and I started with a bottle of Au Bon Climat... we probably should have ended there. Our goal was to give my house a good cleaning for a special guest.. instead we ended up two bottles later... and the rest is left unsaid.

I've had a lot of those lately. New experiences. Things I could never imagine myself doing in this lifetime.

The experience I'm not having is yoga.

I'm not upset about it. It is what it is. The largest lesson I'm trying to process right now is to just live in the moment. I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. I can only love and enjoy the things I have right now so that I can think back fondly on yesterday. The moment is all I have... the moment and while discipline and self-restraint are things I value... there's also something to be said for just letting it all go until I figure out how to integrate all the many facets of myself. It's all about a journey. This journey.

Today's journey was the heavy realization around 7am that the third bottle may have been overkill. Oh my stomach, my head... at least I know that I was safe and with people who love me and that all of those new things, they just are things... to experience and have fun with and let go of.

Thanks PAB.... and, yes, it's been talked about a few times today :)