One of those days today... where the rush of being a real live adult human being with really big responsibilities to my family, myself and my *gasp* clients. I'm not used to having to add in another layer of self-awareness... the interaction of decent society. I debated blogging about it almost entirely... in the end I had to go ask The Husband if a major part of my intended blog subject was morally offensive and, should I go ahead and blog about my thoughts, I may no longer be welcome amongst normal people as a functioning version of a human being.

In the end, I have no confidence that divulging the inner workings of all that facing inward for today wouldn't make the entire blog world gasp and giggle around the water bottle stand (well, in our studio, we don't have a stand... in fact, I'm not even sure we have water bottles since I've never ever used one and really have no idea HOW water is helpful to that pose... it makes me feel more sticky). So I won't.

I had a couple of things wierd happen to me today though. I love when I have the presence of mind to think about what my day was like, how I behaved, how confident am I that I behaved as myself and that I'm being true to what my professed beliefs are. If I'm not, either the belief has to change or I do (this thin tightrope game we all play!). My fuel for the day was 4 hours of restless sleep and a grande mocha with no whip cream.

I had a client meeting. It was wierd. I can't even put my finger on the number of ways it was wierd. After the client meeting I was going through the emails on my phone when I got a notification of a new user at Ashtangi.NET. I don't usually read the names or keep track of who is a member or who isn't but this name jumped out at me. In a wierd twist, it was a parent I used to know from my very early years online and involved with "people" through this machine. It's a wierd thing to do but there are a few people I met and have spent time with "in real life" that are really amazing people. I remember this particular person because her nature is so serene and calm and she's very passionate. She's also the first person who told me that dark chocolate is really vegan. Sorta a small world when you think about it.

I'll skip over the morally questionable bits....

This afternoon when all the work was done, I took the kids to the comic store. We've never been to the comic store before but The Son is totally into these Stikfas and there is apparently one store here in San Diego with them... a comic store. They had a great time and it was nice to spend time with them.

I also ate a dark chocolate candy bar... the Roseberry one. Yum!!!