Ashtangi.NET Update
Hello all my yoga blogging friends... Last night the server and scripts which run commenting on Ashtangi.NET were infiltrated by spammers. It nearly brought the server to it's knees and, as a result, the host locked out Ashtangi.NET blog software in order to maintain the integrity of the server. I worked on this some today and have turned everything back on; however, if at any time the script is compromised again, the site will come down again.
In the meantime, I've installed Akismet in an effort to bring down CPU utilization and, hopefully, cure the problem. I didn't want to mess with everyone's blogs until I know it will work so it is turned on, currently, on my blog. You'll note you no longer have to enter a number to comment. If over the next few days my blog is okay, I'll change everyone else hosted here as well.
As for me personally, thanks for your emails and comments, as always, I know that the greater Ashtanga community is out there listening. I'm in a really difficult place personally right now and have monumental decisions to make in more than one arena of my life. I am so dysfunctional that I've engaged the services of a professional (wow that sounds scary, doesn't it). No yoga on my horizon to even me out though the doctor told me if I wasn't feeling anything while laying down I could attempt easy stretching with no pull on the upper part of my body (clearly not yoga).
In an effort to maintain the committments I made the other day I have:
a) at least communicated the desire to get together with The Best Friend though we haven't found a time;
b) made a definitive plan for dinner with B (though I forgot to ask for the picture!! However I am picking up the phone right now to call back.)
and c) wrote an email to Chi but then figured given my current personal spiral, it might be better to save that for later ;)
Namaste
Julie


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Posted by: Julie | September 7, 2006 9:27 PM
It is not dysfunctional to seek the services of a professional.
Posted by: ciodude | September 7, 2006 10:07 PM
Indeed, but, you must by now know that for our friend, Ashtangigirl, its a concession of defeat. And She doesn't like that word one bit.
You see, Seeking anothers' services is asking for help, and for many, just asking is the hardest part. I know.
Posted by: DjM | September 7, 2006 11:19 PM
I'd like to keep the glass half full and prefer to view it as recognition of the importance of the issue.
Yes - asking for or seeking out help is not always easy. Harder for some then others, for sure. But to not do so here would be to admit defeat without truly fighting.
Posted by: ciodude | September 8, 2006 5:26 AM
I think recruiting help, especially from a professional, is often the smartest thing one can do. At least that is how it was for me, and I certainly don't consider myself dysfunctional now or did then. I just figured I could learn great ways of detangling my mind, rather than stay spinning around aimlessly.
Posted by: Vanessa | September 8, 2006 6:28 AM
Glad to hear you've enlisted a profesional. I think it is awesome and very wise. You can only vomit on friends or family for so long before it starts to stink! Kudos to you!
Posted by: Taya | September 8, 2006 12:33 PM