I went to yoga... I got there a few minutes early... I was going to talk to my instructor about practicing with my moon and what to avoid. In the midst of conversation I realize my arm is itching profusely, I look down to discover two hives popping up. OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF could this be? We waited a couple minutes, I went outside, came back and she did some Reiki over my head. She said it was hot but that she couldn't get any information about the source of the hives. I closed my eyes and meditated saying "I do not need this release, it can come out another way." and they did go away. I was able to do my practice. WOW...I have no idea what is impact me so greatly. I really have to get to the bottom of it though because I'm so not willing to give up yoga there.

My neighbor has started doing yoga too. I have this one really PP neighbor. She is the epitome of what we all aspire to be as positive parents. I have never once seen her stray from being absolutely positive with her children. It's truly amazing to watch. After class she pulled me aside and told me how happy she was that I was her neighbor and how grounded it kept her. That made me really happy. I've been feeling really disconnected from my closer real life girlfriends. I feel like the same old "high school" stuff that always kept me from having girlfriends is still in the way. I don't understand the dynamics and I'm not sure I even enjoy them. There's like these invisible layers that I'm not sure I see. I would think it was just me but The Husband mentioned to me the other day that he was noticing it in one particular friend and asked me what was going on with it. This question without any confiding on my part to him. Ah well, I'm destined to be a loner... that must be it.