Wow, I can't believe how wierded out I am right now. I feel weak and off-center. I feel sorta like I'm emptying. I'm debating going to yoga tonight. I don't feel my balance is there and I might struggle through practice... I guess it wouldn't be my first time. I haven't been able to do yoga for a week and a half since The Husband was out of town last week. I have a business meeting out of town at the end of this week so it's tonight or not. I think I should go just to center my mind.

Today I hosted a La Leche League meeting. The topic was birth. There was a mom there who was about 8 months pregnant and nervous about giving birth. I remember feeling like that. I let her watch The Daughter's birth video - I hope it didn't scare her more! LOL

I've been trying to change my attitude with The Husband. It's working. I think a lot of our communication issues come down to preconceived ideas from our past history. I decided on Friday night that I would no longer assume any intent into his actions or words, that I would give him a clean slate. He hasn't done the same for me but there has been a noticeable and marked improvement in our communication and it has been easier for him to see just where he is impacting our miscommunication by my being more open and patient.