Yoga Therapy
I had a combination of yoga therapy/Reiki today. It was really interesting. First we did a body scan and my entire right side was just screaming "pain". Then my upper chest was just like pulsating... on fire...
During the yoga therapy I was having much difficulty in my throat chakra... it was closed tight... it almost hurt.
During the Reiki I felt this again. My therapist said she had a clear past life vision of me being hung in a nightgown (perhaps I was speaking my truth and was silenced or perhaps my throat is still reeling from the feel of a rope around it?). We also both definitely felt that my right side issues were related to anger.
On further reflection I've deduced that I believe I'm holding onto some anger because I feel unheard. Even if my words are heard, I feel unheard. On reflection of that... I'm feeling the need to withdraw for awhile... I need to figure out why I'm not feeling heard. I know that sometimes I'm angry at The Husband because even though he appears to listen I still don't feel HEARD. Is that a throwback to my childhood when I was completely unheard even if I used words? A throwback to my abuse because I obviously wasn't heard then? A throwback to another past life I experienced during a seminar with Dick Sutphen when I was screaming to be heard and wasn't? I feel like curling up in a ball ... and I think I need to do that online for a few days.. at least from the public online life.
Comments
((((Julie)))). Wishing you peace and productive self-reflection. I'm here if you want someone to listen to and hear you.
Posted by: Lucia | April 18, 2002 9:17 AM
oh julie. i wish i could magic your pain away... i feel so useless.
Posted by: mamakat | April 18, 2002 10:51 AM
(((julie)))
Posted by: Christine | April 18, 2002 1:16 PM
Hi Julie, this sounds very similiar to what I had two years ago. It turned out I had a *curse* in my throat that prevented others from hearing me. I'd also felt it during a meditation where I drew a fine gold seive through my entire body, but had to stop when I reached my throat because it was caught on something and it felt .. horrible.
I took it out during a guided healing/meditation with a healer based in Hawaii (done over the phone). He talked me through a number of things, bringing my soul into my body, setting up protections, grounding, breaking attachments. Getting rid of the curse involved bringing down "I AM"s to burn it out.
I can't tell you how much of a difference it made to have it gone. I could suddenly communicate with people. DH started listening to me and actually taking notice of what I said.
{{{Julie}}} Taking a break is such a good idea, especially after a healing. Since it opens you up so much, you don't want to be exposed to online energies until you set up your boundaries again.
Posted by: Lucyna | April 18, 2002 3:41 PM
(((Julie))) Aahhhh... now the Thyroid disease makes sense...Throat chakra... (((Hugs))) I hope you are able to make peace and be mindful of what you find.
Posted by: 3Queens | April 19, 2002 10:58 AM
(((Julie))) Aahhhh... now the Thyroid disease makes sense...Throat chakra... (((Hugs))) I hope you are able to make peace and be mindful of what you find.
Posted by: 3Queens | April 19, 2002 11:00 AM
{{{Julie}}} I hope you find peace soon.
Posted by: Emily | April 19, 2002 7:40 PM
a few months ago I began to practice meditation for the same reason that you, - to struggle with my anger. Hope both of us will succeed.
Posted by: Sally | March 14, 2006 5:14 PM